I AM POEM....

I am alone and damaged

I wonder if I will escape this feeling

I hear truth and lies in my mind

I see myself breaking

I want to fee my soul

I am alone and damaged

I pretend that I am okay

I fee like the only victim

I touch my broken lips

I worry that he'll come back

I cry by myself

I am alone and damaged

I understand it's not my fault

I say nothing

I dream of being healed

I try to break out of this nightmare

I hope one day I can

I am alone and damaged.

Challenge #3

I live in the sunshine state.

Where the sky is always blue.

Where the ocean in clear as glass.

Where oranges are always ripe.

And where the sun always shines.

Image by: Google images bradenton beach florida

Pictures?

Ugh, this is a complicated subject kinda. I have a picture of myself on my facebook and my myspace but not on here, not like I wouldn't I just haven't gotten around to putting one on here. I know there are lots of creepy men/women out there but as long as the picture is appropriate, it's not like you are asking for it so I think it's alright. The thing with myspace is that not everyone can see your myspace cause they have to be accepted as your friend, same thing with facebook. On here anyone can see this is we should be cautious, but pictures are okay to have on here. I also think that at our age we know right from wrong and what's smart and what's dumb, we can handle it :D

FREE POST!

Today I get to pick my own topic to write about. I'm going to write about the pressures of senior year. I've been really stressed out lately mostly about school related stuff. I've been under a lot of pressure from my family, as if I don't put enough pressure on myself! I think when people talk about senior year they make it sound a lot more carefree than it really is. People talk about parties, grad night, graduation and all that stuff but you never really think about all the other things that have to be done in between. Around October I took the ACT and I did pretty good, in December I took the SAT. I bombed it to say the least. This means I will either have to take it again or just resort to taking the CPT ( college placement test). Applying for colleges was a struggle to. My family has made lots of decisions for me in the past years of my life, and that didn't stop them from basically choosing where I'm going to college. I got accepted to SCF a.k.a. MCC. I wasn't too thrilled about it. If I had my choice I would go somewhere FAR AWAY FROM HOME. But that didn't happen. I got one family member that wants me to go to Julliard, another wants me to go to USF and another wants me to go to SCF. Geesh. Too much at once. I figure I will go to SCF for a two years and then transfer where I WANT TO GO. My mom is the kind of mother that feels the need to hold my hand through everything. If that's the way things are going to go from here on out I will never be able to learn anything. I want to be more independent ( hence, wanting to go far away for college) Ugh, either way I have a lot on my plate right now. I don't even know what career path I want to go in. Medicine, education, computers, music, insurance ect. I want to pick a field that get me good money cause in this day and age, money is more important now. So yea, senior year has been fun. I made awesome new friends, got to take fun classes and have good memories to take with me but when I get home, there is no time to relax. Right back to work I go. If I could give any advice it would be that just because this is your senior year, don't think fora second that you have the right to slack off. Senioritis is a terrible disease. Work your buns off till you can't anymore. It will all pay off sooner than later.

Challenge #1

Why visit my blog? I will tell you why right now. Because...I'm awesome. No just kidding. Seriously, you should read my blog because there is nothing wrong with seeing into other people's opinions on issues instead of just sticking to your own. I think that's part of what blogging is about. It's cool to explore and research different issues and then express your opinions on them. I think in High School sometimes teens feel like we can't really speak out and say how we feel so it's cool to have our own place where we can express that kind of stuff. I'm not that good of a writer but that doesn't matter, everyone is different. I'm always honest with how I feel and I can defend my thoughts so hey if you're really bored, why not read my blog? Woo.

Life of Pi

I was absent on the day of this post so now I'm making it up. So the subject is; what did I learn from life of Pi? If anything I learned about the true meaning of survival. It's not just physical but mental. When it got near the end Pi was pretty much convinced that he was going to die and started to give up hope. Although he did end up going blind which was kind of break your spirit a little bit. I think survival isn't just about your physical being but it's also about mental state. It's important to stay sane and keep up even an once of hope cause in the end that's what may keep you alive. I'm really glad that I read life of pi, it was a good read.